I hurt myself

So, yesterday in dance class we were doing a skills test for the dance we learned, and I guess I did the leap and landed wrong. So when I went to get changed and got outta the locker room to go to the mirror, and crossed in front of the teacher she's like "Are you limping ?" and I said really hesistantly "...yes."


I kinda then refused the entire day to go to the nurse, and I was walking all day going back and forth. And it stopped hurting when I got home, but this morning I could feel pain again, and I really hope we don't do any leaps today in dance.


I've felt pain before this school year in dance, but not a lasting pain.

Tonight

I haven't cut in what feels like a month or more, but I guess I'm breaking that streak tonight, I can't hold back my urge and I have to do it....even more so after seeing the pained look in his eyes when i told him...how can i not cut ?

I'm sorry Al...