Done...

I have no idea what I wanna talk about, I don't even know why I'm writing this, All I know is that I'm really upset, I haven't been very productive, and I just really hate myself, and I just wanna go home and cry

I'm very dedicated to my clubs and activities, but I don't feel like doing anything today which is kinda bad...I'm always busy, and I can't stand it right now...I just wanna go home and sleep...but if I sleep then I'll never wake up or get outta bed for a long time.

So tired right now...and I miss my friends....very much...