Tim Burton~

FAVORITE DIRECTOR

ROLE MODEL

I JUST ADORE HIS WORKS

TIM BURTON = GOD {to me}

I'm so lazy...

I'm so lazy...and just so unenthusiatic about the 30 Day Self Harm Challenge, i keep forgetting to type up the days, daily...but whatever...i'll do it eventually or just do it all in one big shot after i'm done it completely.


I've been feeling very invisible lately and also very sad, but that's nothing new...I made some new cuts on my arm, i didnt use scissors this time...i basically used a steak knife...disgusting

But i'm okay...or at least i'll let myself believe that

Maybe i'll make a happier post later on anime or Tim Burton or whatever, just to not sound so depressing and pathetic :/

Anyway, goodbye for now~

LAZY

I'm sooooo lazy to write the rest of them, plus i'm not in the best of moods, so i'll write them later :/

30 Self Harm Challenge : Day 2 12/2/12

What part of your body is most affected by it ?

 

 

My arms

30 Day Self Harm Challenge : Day One 12/1/12

I started writing this in my journal and forgot to post once I started, so I'm just gonna post all the days until now and continue daily...I promised my friends i'd do this for them, so here it is.

How long have you been self harming ? Discuss why you started.

 

 

Since 5th grade...i started on the 1 year anniversary of my grandfather's death, and since then it's just been a way of coping, punishing myself, and controlling the pain.

 

 

Anime~

Here’s my list of ANIME that i could remember i have watched/am watching, there’s probably more but i’m brain dead :D {this only includes shows, no movies}


Naruto/Naruto Shippuden
Blood+
Black Butler
When They Cry
Ouran Highschool Host Club
Death Note
Magikano
Maburaho
Negima
Mai-Hime
Black Cat
SuperGALS
One Piece
Samurai Deeper Kyo
Inuyasha
Ninja Nonsense
Peach Girl
Pokemon
Romeo X Juliet
Rumbling Hearts
School Rumble
Shugo Chara
Soul Eater
The Melchanoly of Haruhi Suzumiya
This Ugly Yet Beautiful World
Tsubasa Chronicles
Deadman Wonderland
Full Metal Panic
D.N. Angel
Angel Beats
Hell Girl
.hacks//Roots
Azumanga Daioh
Trinity Blood
UFO Ultramaiden Valkyrie
Cardcaptor Sakura
Elfen Lied
Descendants of Darkness
Revoultuionary Girl Utena
Fruits Basket
Gravitation
Strawberry Panic
Ikki Tousen
Junjou Romantica
Vampire Knight
XxxHolic
To Heart
Vampire Princess Miyu
Nabari no Ou
Nana
Etc. :3

Monday

I'm not in the best mood, but it's a half day at school so I can't wait to go home and take a nap....I think I might indulge in a little self harm....all I feel is sadness and I feel like something is my fault and I need to punish myself for it.....I feel like I'm about to lose my prince and that's not okay in my book...

So what am I to do...