Text the Pansexual ♥

I'm serious, text me~

I'm super bored and looking for friends who are like me.

Please, anyone who actually looks at my blog, message me through my number (609-335-3975) or my emails which I check regularly (solerlacrimosa@gmail.com, xxbloodyxmaryxx@gmail.com, emobrokencydebabe@hotmail.com)

I'm open to everyone.

THURSDAY

So today, I am going out with my two wonderful friends after school, and I could not be anymore excited. I am ditching my clubs and activities to hang out with them, which is something I wouldn't do for just anyone.

We're probably just going to BAM or the mall to just sit and talk.

I'm just glad I get to see them before they leave (I'm gonna miss them D:)

I think I'm missing rehearsal and a Social Studies Club meeting, but that's no big deal, It's just the beginning of the school year, so there's plenty more meetings and rehearsals. (It just kinda kills me a little inside that I am purposely skipping out on those two activities).

I'm good. I'm good.

I don't know

So, I haven't been in a good mood as of late, the other night I woke up crying, and couldn't go back to sleep, I had to talk myself down from an extreme suicidal high. Thank god it worked or I would not be typing this for you guys to view.

I also am very angry with my ex *cough* Andrew Dragon Carrero *cough* he's a fucking bastard that deserves to die, so yeah. Last thing I sent him was me telling him he's a cunt.

I also had this awesome idea for me and my friends, to do a photo shoot at the end of the summer for me, I'm planning 2 outfits right now, it's just all about getting the money. I need about $350 to make it happen because the one dress/costume I want is $186.95. So yeah, working on finding a job for the weekends because I babysit for some money during the week.

My moods are varying lately, one minute I can be perfectly fine, the next I hate the world and I just want it all to end. It's like whatever.

Anyone Going to AN 2014?

Hey Guys, just wanted to make a post about AN 2014.

Just wanted to know if anyone is going, because I'm into making new friends, and I'd love to meet anyone who reads my blog.

I'm trying to go, and I'm trying to plan my outfits, I'm uber excited to go, I had a blast last year, first con, and it lived up to my expectations.

So if anyone is going on any of the days (June 6-8th), ya know hit a lady up~

NEEEEEEEEEEEEED FRIENDS D;

HAIIII PEOPLE~

I wanna make new friends so here’s a short list of shit I’m into, if we’re into the same shizz send me a message :D I’LL GIVE CHOCOLATE CAKE, I PROMISE !!!!! 

Adventure Time :D

Hetalia :3

Sherlock ;)

Regular Show :}

Harry Potter :)

A lot of different animes ;3

Maybe...

Maybe I wouldn't feel so worthless, and so done with life if I had a friend who cared about me and was there for me.

I really miss the year where I was so emerged in my online accounts that I was actually making friends and talking to people.

I wouldn't mind that again, but I'm not social at all, I wait for someone to talk to me first 

Maybe I'll wait awhile, and see if I can make any friends before I end my life

At least let me live my life to the fullest before I commit suicide...

Feeling A Little Better

Feeling a little better since yesterday, talked with Al, got things worked out

I still broke down last night and cut my wrists...

But I'm fine, I suppose

30 Self Harm Challenge : Day 2 12/2/12

What part of your body is most affected by it ?

 

 

My arms

30 Day Self Harm Challenge : Day One 12/1/12

I started writing this in my journal and forgot to post once I started, so I'm just gonna post all the days until now and continue daily...I promised my friends i'd do this for them, so here it is.

How long have you been self harming ? Discuss why you started.

 

 

Since 5th grade...i started on the 1 year anniversary of my grandfather's death, and since then it's just been a way of coping, punishing myself, and controlling the pain.

 

 

Bad Mood Morning

Not in the best mood this morning....I need a hug from my friends D: but I don't see them until in between the 7/8 and 9/10 period....some people just love to ruin mornings with problems :/ hopefully I'm not bummed out the entire day because of him....plus he needs to answer me -.- anyway GOOD MORNING~