*Whistles*

Hello dolls,

I've been doing okay, I guess.

One of my classmates committed suicide last week. My aunt who I haven't seen in years, finally saw her last week.

So yea, an up and a down.

I cut 2 weeks ago, they're healing now, but I regret doing it, but whatever.

I'm still trying to find friends and a significant other, no luck so far.

(If anyone wants my kik it's LaceyxLoves)

I'm so bored this summer and broke.

Wish I had a job and something to do.

Still getting ready for college. Orientation is next week, I'm excited but also dreading it because my back hurts so bad and I can't stand or walk for very long.

So yeah, that's my summer so far.

Seriously someone message me.

20 Days

20 school days left until I graduate.


I graduate June 12th (if it doesn't rain).


I'm basically holding in, I am so bored with school work.


I don't know how my grades look so good, I got A's in all my classes, except English I got an 88 (B+).


However that'll go to an A once I finish my paper on 'No Country For Old Men'


I want school to be over, I literally can't stand the students, they are so obnoxious and rude and immature.


UGH!


I'll get through my final days of school.

Text the Pansexual ♥

I'm serious, text me~

I'm super bored and looking for friends who are like me.

Please, anyone who actually looks at my blog, message me through my number (609-335-3975) or my emails which I check regularly (solerlacrimosa@gmail.com, xxbloodyxmaryxx@gmail.com, emobrokencydebabe@hotmail.com)

I'm open to everyone.

Just Mad/Bored/Upset/Listening to Music/Etc.

So right now I'm mad, I can't even think straight -.- I just wanna go home and lay down and just take a breather. My head hurts so damn bad and i'm tired of being at school, it has officially drained me of life energy xD

I've been contemplating whether or not if i can resist the urge to cut, and for the first time i think i can because i don't wanna upset Aubree because she says she's pissed anyway. So i'll try to do something else maybe just blog all night and annoy whoever has been checking my blog out. I don't need anymore scars across my arm, they've been hurting lately and i've been clawing at them and that's not really good.

For now i still have like half an hour before school lets out for the weekend, one of my "friends" is coming over, we're gonna continue to write our script for the One Act festival the school has in May. We're gonna hopefully make cupcakes NOM NOM NOM :3 hehe, oh and i have to watch my baby cousin she's like 4 and she's SUPER energetic and i can't keep up with that cuz of how low energy i am -.-

Listening to 'Sellout' by NevershoutNever~ i try not to listen to NeverShoutNever too much cuz then i never wanna stop and it does begin to bother me, but i love his music, i know like all his songs :D but i am sadly not his Biggest Fan.

Anyway i guess i'll end this post and i'll post another later about anime i watch and like.

Bye for now darlings~ ♥

Slow Night D;

No one to talk to, the twins haven't messaged me, Andrew hasn't messaged me (I'll explain him on a different day), I guess I really do need some friends, but I'm not exactly a people person -.- I really wish I could invite the twins over, I'd keep them locked in my closet forever >:3

Right now, just laying down, staring at the ceiling, listening to music as the time passes