Showing posts with label scars. Show all posts
Showing posts with label scars. Show all posts

Friday, March 22, 2013

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So what's your reason ?
Lost your friends ? Someone die ? Family problems ?
Do you feel sad, hurt, confused, alone, suicidal ?
So many reasons, so little room left on your wrists, your stomach, your legs
You hide it all, it's your secret, it's your way of life
What do you use ?
Scissors, pocket knife, glass, razor ?
Does it feel exhilarating ?
Does it subside your pain ?
So what if it hurts him ? So what if she bleeds ?
It doesn't hurt you...It's not your blood
It's not your body, It's not your life
It's to cope, it's a thrill
It lets you be in control
It makes you feel alive !
So what if this person is covered in scars ?
So what if it becomes an addiction ?
So what if this person does it their entire life ?
Let them cut
Let them cut until they're dripping crimson

Friday, November 30, 2012

Just Mad/Bored/Upset/Listening to Music/Etc.

So right now I'm mad, I can't even think straight -.- I just wanna go home and lay down and just take a breather. My head hurts so damn bad and i'm tired of being at school, it has officially drained me of life energy xD

I've been contemplating whether or not if i can resist the urge to cut, and for the first time i think i can because i don't wanna upset Aubree because she says she's pissed anyway. So i'll try to do something else maybe just blog all night and annoy whoever has been checking my blog out. I don't need anymore scars across my arm, they've been hurting lately and i've been clawing at them and that's not really good.

For now i still have like half an hour before school lets out for the weekend, one of my "friends" is coming over, we're gonna continue to write our script for the One Act festival the school has in May. We're gonna hopefully make cupcakes NOM NOM NOM :3 hehe, oh and i have to watch my baby cousin she's like 4 and she's SUPER energetic and i can't keep up with that cuz of how low energy i am -.-

Listening to 'Sellout' by NevershoutNever~ i try not to listen to NeverShoutNever too much cuz then i never wanna stop and it does begin to bother me, but i love his music, i know like all his songs :D but i am sadly not his Biggest Fan.

Anyway i guess i'll end this post and i'll post another later about anime i watch and like.

Bye for now darlings~ ♥