Lonely...

So I know it is officially over with my prince (Andrew Dragon Carrero), there is really no point in trying to salvage our relationship, it is long gone.

So for a long time I've been very lonely, and unhappy. I want someone in my life, whether it is a new best friend or a boyfriend or girlfriend.

I would just like to be able to talk to someone every day or something. I'd love to see my phone light up with a new message from someone other than my mum or dad.

I want to laugh and smile and be merry with a new friend/boyfriend/girlfriend. I feel like I am going to slip into a depression again, but this time due to lack of communication.

I have literally no friends at school, no online friends, no nothing. I wake up, go to school, come home, and go to sleep. No real talking in between.

I just want a romantic or platonic love (I guess). I want to be able to message someone and actually get a response back from someone who wants to talk with me.

I've multiple times put out information on how to contact me and such and just letting people know what I'm looking for, but I guess I'm not that interesting at all.

I'm just hoping to meet someone soon, I'd really appreciate it. Once again I will make an announcement on who I am and what I want.

My name is Lacey. I'm into a lot of different things. I am a pansexual seeking a best friend or a boyfriend or girlfriend or significant other. I just want someone who loves talking to me and would love to have Skype dates once a week or something. My hair is now pink again, I love black eyeliner, and I am aiming to lose weight because I hate my appearance. I'm a huge Modern Doctor Who fan who will cry during every sad episode. Please message me, I'll give you my number, my tumblr, my Skype, my email, just give me a chance. I can be fun once you get to know me, but I am very shy.

So basically...

So basically, I'm sad, I'm angry, I'm upset, I'm just done.

All I see is despair and nothingness and I can't stand it.

Where is the light in my life ?

It's like someone extinguished the flame that was burning as bright as it could.

My feelings have gradually been getting worse, and I feel as though there's no point in anything.

I want to be fine with myself, and I don't feel fine with myself.

I had to leave school early yesterday and blow off Drama because I just couldn't. I couldn't deal with the rest of the day.

It was agonizing.

I have some cuts on my left arm (that I inflicted) and today I added my own flair to the cuts by writing the words Cut Me with an arrow pointing towards the wounds.

I don't know, I wish someone was here for me, I wish I wasn't alone.

It's horrid, and I can't.

I just can't.

I was on omegle last night.

I talked to one nice guy for little. (If anyone wants to talk to me fyi, comment, email me, whatever...I'm constantly lonely, and always wish for a voice to communicate with)

I don't wanna get into why I'm upset or angry or all these stupid emotions.

Maybe another post.

Hello ?

Anyone wanna talk to me ?

I am absolutely lonely

And I desire human interaction

Even if only through a computer.

Please, someone ?

NEEEEEEEEEEEEED FRIENDS D;

HAIIII PEOPLE~

I wanna make new friends so here’s a short list of shit I’m into, if we’re into the same shizz send me a message :D I’LL GIVE CHOCOLATE CAKE, I PROMISE !!!!! 

Adventure Time :D

Hetalia :3

Sherlock ;)

Regular Show :}

Harry Potter :)

A lot of different animes ;3

Slow Night D;

No one to talk to, the twins haven't messaged me, Andrew hasn't messaged me (I'll explain him on a different day), I guess I really do need some friends, but I'm not exactly a people person -.- I really wish I could invite the twins over, I'd keep them locked in my closet forever >:3

Right now, just laying down, staring at the ceiling, listening to music as the time passes