So basically, I'm sad, I'm angry, I'm upset, I'm just done.
All I see is despair and nothingness and I can't stand it.
Where is the light in my life ?
It's like someone extinguished the flame that was burning as bright as it could.
My feelings have gradually been getting worse, and I feel as though there's no point in anything.
I want to be fine with myself, and I don't feel fine with myself.
I had to leave school early yesterday and blow off Drama because I just couldn't. I couldn't deal with the rest of the day.
It was agonizing.
I have some cuts on my left arm (that I inflicted) and today I added my own flair to the cuts by writing the words Cut Me with an arrow pointing towards the wounds.
I don't know, I wish someone was here for me, I wish I wasn't alone.
It's horrid, and I can't.
I just can't.
I was on omegle last night.
I talked to one nice guy for little. (If anyone wants to talk to me fyi, comment, email me, whatever...I'm constantly lonely, and always wish for a voice to communicate with)
I don't wanna get into why I'm upset or angry or all these stupid emotions.
Maybe another post.
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