Sooo....AnimeNEXT ?

So I had a shitty time at AnimeNEXT this year, lemme just tell you Saturday that I totally broke the record for sitting (9 fucking hours without getting up, my ass hurt). Also I am the most anti-social, depressing bitch to ever attend a event which is supposed to be fun and exciting. I wish I would've cosplayed, but someone broke my axe bass and I lost my fangs so I couldn't do Marcy, and my Porrim cosplay wasn't done yet. I'm maybe thinking of the next con I want to attend, and it could be Katsucon 2015, but that depends if I find friends for a hotel room and when our school's musical is. But definitely I will be going to AnimeNEXT 2015. All in all, this year was a joke for me, but I did love everyone's cosplays.

AnimeNEXT is next week

So excited to be going to AnimeNEXT this year :D

Anyone Going to AN 2014?

Hey Guys, just wanted to make a post about AN 2014.

Just wanted to know if anyone is going, because I'm into making new friends, and I'd love to meet anyone who reads my blog.

I'm trying to go, and I'm trying to plan my outfits, I'm uber excited to go, I had a blast last year, first con, and it lived up to my expectations.

So if anyone is going on any of the days (June 6-8th), ya know hit a lady up~

Back from the Dead...

I have finally returned, but I bring neutral news....I have started biting myself as a coping mechanism for my anxiety and my depressed states of mind. I have left my hand, swollen and red, that is not okay, but whatever. I consider it better than cutting for now.

My friend is upset, and he won't tell me why....it is another reason I bite, I don't like that he's miserable, I wish I could take his misery away.

I promise to come back, if someone actually reads my blog, so be prepared for some posts.

Also anyone going to AnimeNEXT in June ? I am possibly~ It was fun last year

MoonStream, Dears ?

So...I saw my first concert at AnimeNEXT and it was Moonstream...I fucking fell in love with Satsuki O^O 

So here's some pictures from the concert...i hope you enjoy~

Oh, my dear Al....

He makes me so upset sometimes and it angers me, I'll give you guys a little detail about my AnimeNEXT experience, so Saturday night I forgot what we were doing, but i'm walking and I hear my name being called, it's Al and Brooke in their Homestuck cosplay with their friends, and so we started chatting and I got this upset feeling (not sick feeling, like sad feeling) and I have a tendency to either stare blankly or look at the ground and not really respond when I'm in that mood, so i was doing either or and Al's like "What's wrong, Soler ?" I look at him and say "Nothing.", and of course this is Al, he knows when something is wrong with me so he asks me again, and i say "Really, nothing". So he decided to say something that still makes my blood boil every time I think about it. "Yeah, okay, whatever I'll play your game." he says.....I instantly got even more upset, I looked at him, bit my lip and said "Bye, I'm leaving." I walked away just as he started talking because I didn't wanna hear anymore shit escape his lips that could hurt me. I even left my friend, all I heard as I walked away was her awkwardly saying "Goodbye." to all of them as I stormed off faster and faster, she had to run to keep up with me. That night i was just really upset and whenever I get upset with Al, it really torments me and I just wanna see him again and talk about it, so I text him on my friend's phone that night and he doesn't answer of course, he never answers my texts....I text him again once we get to AnimeNEXT on Sunday saying "I wanna apologize in person", and of course my friend turned her phone off to save battery, and we didn't see the message Al sent back saying to meet him at the fountain, until 3pm. The only things that upsets me is what Al said to me, and the fact that i don't know or not if they made a comment about me after I left (any of them, not just Al or Brooke). This was probably one of the only downsides to AnimeNEXT, a little fight between me and the prince. And guess what ! I desperately wanted to apologize for my behavior when I got to see him, so on Tuesday when I'm walking him and his sister to the door, i think he asked if he's allowed to hug me, i didn't really respond, i just hugged him and said sorry, and thanked satan i didn't cry because Al didn't give a fuck about my sorry, he shrugged it off, and was just itching to get away from me....I'll continue my rant about Al in another post, but this one was about my dilemma with Al at AnimeNEXT and after...

AnimeNEXT details and pictures coming on MONDAY

I have finals and don't get outta school for the summer until Friday, so i'd rather just start posting fun stuff the week after i get outta school~ I can't wait to tell you all what happened at AnimeNEXT 2013 :D and let's just say my hand still tingles from Sunday, June 9th ;3

AnimeNEXT 2013 was so bombastic ! Pictures and details to come later~

AnimeNEXT is TOMORROW

Soooooo, one, my Hetalia England & America bag came in the mail yesterday, and two, ANIMENEXT IS TOMORROW !!!! Can't wait :D i have to wake up early to be driven up there cuz no buses are going that way tonight, I am beyond excited~ I hope to see my two friends in their cosplays and see everyone else in their cosplays and I'm gonna take a shit load of pictures and probably post most of them on tumblr (lacrimosaxkilledxsoftly) or facebook. EEEEEEEEEEPPPPPPPPPP I'm really sad I can't cosplay but whatever, it's alright, there's always next year :3

It's Next Week :D

AnimeNEXT is next week, I can't wait until the schedule is posted and i get to see and experience my first con ! ERMAGERD *excitement*

I AM ONE LUCKY BITCH

Guess which bitch is going to AnimeNEXT ? I AM !!!!! OMGAWD I'M SO HAPPY !!! Will i see anyone who reads my blog ? any anime fans or cosplayers ? xD i can't cosplay this year, no money D: i'm lucky if i even get to re-dye my hair for the convention. Anyway....JE SUIS TELLEMENT HEUREUX :3