Sooo....AnimeNEXT ?

So I had a shitty time at AnimeNEXT this year, lemme just tell you Saturday that I totally broke the record for sitting (9 fucking hours without getting up, my ass hurt). Also I am the most anti-social, depressing bitch to ever attend a event which is supposed to be fun and exciting. I wish I would've cosplayed, but someone broke my axe bass and I lost my fangs so I couldn't do Marcy, and my Porrim cosplay wasn't done yet. I'm maybe thinking of the next con I want to attend, and it could be Katsucon 2015, but that depends if I find friends for a hotel room and when our school's musical is. But definitely I will be going to AnimeNEXT 2015. All in all, this year was a joke for me, but I did love everyone's cosplays.

Maybe...

Maybe I wouldn't feel so worthless, and so done with life if I had a friend who cared about me and was there for me.

I really miss the year where I was so emerged in my online accounts that I was actually making friends and talking to people.

I wouldn't mind that again, but I'm not social at all, I wait for someone to talk to me first 

Maybe I'll wait awhile, and see if I can make any friends before I end my life

At least let me live my life to the fullest before I commit suicide...