Can I Just Talk ?

So, I'm done trying, I came to the conclusion that there's no point in trying if your effort is thrust back into your face. I wanted to make this work, but making me cry because you wanna be heartless is literally the last straw. I cannot keep making myself seem fine, when I'm not. You literally acted two-faced, last Friday we seemed okay like there was a shimmer of hope, but this week, all that was dashed away by your actions and words. I know I fucked up royally, it was literally all my fault, but I decided to be the bigger person and just try, try one last time to at least be civil with each other, but alas it was all in vain. I don't know I just wanted to be friends again, and it just wasted my time to have it be worthless. I am allowed to be upset, I am allowed to vent, I am allowed to do whatever I want regarding this situation as long as I am not in any way harming her. I don't know what to do anymore, I'm going through my Senior Year without any friends. My hunny and doll graduated and are in Texas, and that's about it. I'm done talking, I'm just upset and wanna just find a real friend.

School's OK

So I have already started school. It's Friday so I got a few more hours in school and then my first weekend of the school year. 

My schedule couldn't be more perfect. I got Yearbook, Abnormal Psych, EPA, Dance, and Film Institute. I may not like the students in my class, but I'm not gonna let that get in the way of my Senior Year. I just want smooth sailing all year 'round. 

So I'll post more now, maybe post my Film Institute stuff as well.