Showing posts with label sadness. Show all posts
Showing posts with label sadness. Show all posts
Thursday, January 16, 2014
Wednesday, January 2, 2013
Sadness' Mist~
This is just a stupid little poem i made up during class, enjoy~
In the shadows
something lurks within the darkness
it cannot be seen
it cannot be touched
it is sadness, ready to consume you
it is depression, ready to harm you
A grey, gloomy, frightening mist is what
prompts your sudden sadness, it takes control`
and never lets go
I have fallen victim to the mist
i cannot escape it
it has pulled me in
And will not release its grasp
in the morning i let it plant horrid thoughts
within my head
At night i let it control my movements like i am its puppet on strings
it makes me cut away at my skin, it leaves me a gruesome bloody mess
while i sleep, the mist attempts to invade my dreams, every night, i fail to keep it away
I am consumed by this sadness
it has a firm grasp upon me
Friday, November 30, 2012
Self Harm Assignment {Taken 11/21/12}
My Self Harm Assignment
Age?
15
Sex?
Female
Label yourself (prep, goth, druggie, weirdo, etc)
Labels are overrated...
How long have you been cutting?
about 5 years
Favorite tool?
Scissors
Where (place) do you cut (school, home, etc.)?
my bedroom
Do you have to wear long-sleeves & long-pants all the time?
not usually, but I do to avoid talk
Do you cut on your stomach, or chest?
no
Are your legs, arms, & other body parts covered in scars?
Yes
What’s your favorite excuse to use when someone asks about a cut?
what's the point of an excuse anymore ?
Have you ever been hospitalized because of your cutting?
Not overnight
when was the last time you cut?
2 days ago
Off the top of your head, about how many scars do you have?
I don't know...a couple
Do you have (diagnosed) depression, and/or bipolar/bpd?
They believe I am depressed and have bipolar disorder
Who knows you cut?
The librarian, my guidance counselor, my two friends
Have you ever been caught cutting?
no
Have your parents ever confronted you about a bloody sleeve, or towel?
Never
Did you have a good childhood?
...I suppose
Why do you cut?
N/A
Have you ever talked to a therapist or counselor?
Unfortunately, yes
Do you want to stop cutting (but can’t because of addiction)?
Surprisingly. No I don't.
Do you like cutting?
I prefer not to answer.
How many times have you tried to commit suicide?
twice
What are your views on cutting, and other self-injury?
my opinion doesn't matter
Do you like watching movies with self-injury?
If they're actually good movies
Do you like looking at pictures of self-injury?
It disturbs me sometimes
Do you sometimes envy other people (non-self-injurers)
I envy no one....
Have you ever taken any pictures of your cuts/scars?
I have.
Do you want to die?
At this moment in time....very much
Have you ever done a school assignment on cutting, or self-injury?
No
What do you like to listen to while cutting/depression/etc.?
Lately it's been Viva La Vida by Coldplay
Have you ever needed stitches from cutting?
Negative
Do you dream about cutting?
Negative
What do you use to bandage your cuts?
Absolutely nothing
Taken 11/21/12
Age?
15
Sex?
Female
Label yourself (prep, goth, druggie, weirdo, etc)
Labels are overrated...
How long have you been cutting?
about 5 years
Favorite tool?
Scissors
Where (place) do you cut (school, home, etc.)?
my bedroom
Do you have to wear long-sleeves & long-pants all the time?
not usually, but I do to avoid talk
Do you cut on your stomach, or chest?
no
Are your legs, arms, & other body parts covered in scars?
Yes
What’s your favorite excuse to use when someone asks about a cut?
what's the point of an excuse anymore ?
Have you ever been hospitalized because of your cutting?
Not overnight
when was the last time you cut?
2 days ago
Off the top of your head, about how many scars do you have?
I don't know...a couple
Do you have (diagnosed) depression, and/or bipolar/bpd?
They believe I am depressed and have bipolar disorder
Who knows you cut?
The librarian, my guidance counselor, my two friends
Have you ever been caught cutting?
no
Have your parents ever confronted you about a bloody sleeve, or towel?
Never
Did you have a good childhood?
...I suppose
Why do you cut?
N/A
Have you ever talked to a therapist or counselor?
Unfortunately, yes
Do you want to stop cutting (but can’t because of addiction)?
Surprisingly. No I don't.
Do you like cutting?
I prefer not to answer.
How many times have you tried to commit suicide?
twice
What are your views on cutting, and other self-injury?
my opinion doesn't matter
Do you like watching movies with self-injury?
If they're actually good movies
Do you like looking at pictures of self-injury?
It disturbs me sometimes
Do you sometimes envy other people (non-self-injurers)
I envy no one....
Have you ever taken any pictures of your cuts/scars?
I have.
Do you want to die?
At this moment in time....very much
Have you ever done a school assignment on cutting, or self-injury?
No
What do you like to listen to while cutting/depression/etc.?
Lately it's been Viva La Vida by Coldplay
Have you ever needed stitches from cutting?
Negative
Do you dream about cutting?
Negative
What do you use to bandage your cuts?
Absolutely nothing
Taken 11/21/12
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