*Whistles*

Hello dolls,

I've been doing okay, I guess.

One of my classmates committed suicide last week. My aunt who I haven't seen in years, finally saw her last week.

So yea, an up and a down.

I cut 2 weeks ago, they're healing now, but I regret doing it, but whatever.

I'm still trying to find friends and a significant other, no luck so far.

(If anyone wants my kik it's LaceyxLoves)

I'm so bored this summer and broke.

Wish I had a job and something to do.

Still getting ready for college. Orientation is next week, I'm excited but also dreading it because my back hurts so bad and I can't stand or walk for very long.

So yeah, that's my summer so far.

Seriously someone message me.

One Day...

One day I'll have the most awesome significant other that this person will put others to shame, but for now I am alone and sad.

Death is Just Around the Corner...

I'm getting to that point where all I want to do is just end my life.

Not that anyone cares.

I guess tomorrow I'll vent.

It's Been About a Month

Hey, so I graduated ! Same day as well, our graduation wasn't rained out like the past couple of years.
I've been dealing with some stuff lately and I've been having some mixed moods.
I'm upset about A LOT of shit and I don't know what to make things better. However I am excited about college and I'm excited to start buying and packing stuff.
I'll try to post once a week, but I'm not promising anything. These demons are really holding me back lately.

Yeah, so...

Yeah, so...The day I complain about the Senior Awards Night and I'll be sad if I don't get an invitation...Before my parents took me to an appointment, my dad checked the mailbox, and inside was my GOLDEN TICKET !


I GOT INVITED ! Which means I must be getting an award of some sort, which makes me so happy !


We don't start rehearsal for Awards Night until the end of 2nd period, but I'm excited for tonight, my mum curled my hair this morning (here's hoping it stays even a little bit), I took out my little black dress and I'm wearing my lace flats, I got my red lipstick out. I'm good for tonight !


Today is my last full day of high school, then tomorrow starts Senior Week, all half days leading up to graduation.


Which I am almost prepared for, I have my dress, shoes, makeup, jewelry...I just need my bra and possibly white shorts.


I get my nails and hair done Thursday.


Yeah, so...


I'm so ecstatic ! 

5 More Days

Yesterday was my Drama Banquet, it was absolutely amazing, long as hell (almost 4 hours), but amazing. I loved every second of it, it was my absolutely final hurrah for drama at Oakcrest.


So 5 more days left for me, just next week, and Tuesday to Friday is all half days. I am so excited to graduate, it'll be a new accomplishment in my life.


I'm REALLY REALLY hoping I go home today and I have an invitation for Awards Night on Monday that came in the mail, because if I didn't get anything I'm going to be a little sad.


School is winding down, and my years at high school will come to a close. I'm not ready, but it'll be good...

6 More Days

So, today is the day, the drama banquet is today, I'm very excited for it. I still have no idea what I'm bringing in food-wise, but I'll think of something.


I'm literally jumping out of my seat to hear what the shows for next year will be. I'm hoping the drama director doesn't tell us that she doesn't know what shows they'll be putting on next school year, like she did at the banquet last year.


I may not be returning next school year, but I'll always be a huge supporter of the theatre here at Oakcrest. It's my home.


Today is the last day for my favorite teacher, Madame Scheaffer, she's getting knee surgery tomorrow and won't be here the remainder of the year (which is only a week, but still).


I'm hoping to see her at graduation (fingers crossed). I made her a nice little crayon art poster that she liked a lot, I gave it to her this morning, along with a personal note.


The school year is almost over, and I have more gifts to give to my favorite teachers at Oakcrest.


I am doing crayon art for 4 other teachers, and then getting Coraline (the film) for my English teacher/Stage Crew advisor and possibly something else if I can convince my mother.


I wrote little notes for the other 4 teachers as well, I think the longest is one is for my English teacher. (I adore him so, but disapprove of his freedom of speech).