STILL

She's STILL ignoring me.
Can't even manage a "Hi"
I'm trying not to let it bother me
However, it's irking me
Whatever though
I'm tired of this
I just wanna get past this
And at least be aquaintances

I hurt myself

So, yesterday in dance class we were doing a skills test for the dance we learned, and I guess I did the leap and landed wrong. So when I went to get changed and got outta the locker room to go to the mirror, and crossed in front of the teacher she's like "Are you limping ?" and I said really hesistantly "...yes."


I kinda then refused the entire day to go to the nurse, and I was walking all day going back and forth. And it stopped hurting when I got home, but this morning I could feel pain again, and I really hope we don't do any leaps today in dance.


I've felt pain before this school year in dance, but not a lasting pain.

Stage Crew Thursday

Today after school is another Stage Crew meeting.

To begin, I am very grateful for everyone who attempts to help out and contribute to stage crew.

HOWEVER, there are students who come to the stage crew meetings and don't do anything, they run in the auditorium, they shout, they lounge around, and make a bigger mess that I have to clean up after them.

I do not appreciate that, I have a big job, and I want to make sure I mold these students into a great run crew for the actual play productions. 

About 30 students have passed through our 1st couple of meetings, and in actuality I only need 8 more people for run crew for Agatha Rex. It does not at all require 30 people (especially those who do nothing). I do though need help with building and painting the set, one of our advisors (Mr. Clark) is designing the set and will need all the help he can get, and of course painting is a big job as well. 

I already have an idea of who I want for my run crew because these are the people working the hardest and actually paying attention to my instruction and the advisors' instructions. 

On Tuesday when we had a stage crew meeting, it took me almost 30 minutes to get people to sign in, and I announced it 3 times, and loud enough as well. To me it's just like, if you can't follow a simple instruction like signing your name on a piece of paper, what makes me think you can follow more complex instructions when I need them to be done.

These students may think I am a bitch and whatnot for raising my voice when needed and shit, but I'm doing my job, and I just want an efficient run crew for all Drama Productions. 

So let's see how today goes....

Can I Go Back To Sleep ?

So fucking tired.


Like I woke up a dozen times last night to try and talk with a friend, since this person gets off of work at like midnight.


And then I have school the next morning and have to wake up at 6, and I feel toasted.


I cannot keep my eyes awake.


Can I just go back to sleep ? Like please ?

See you later...

So yesterday I got to hang out with my two wonderful friends who are leaving for Texas this weekend. We hung out at Walmart while they got an oil change, then off to Target, Michaels, BJ's, then to Berry Creamy for some Frozen Yogurt. We then went to BAM, the mall, and ended at FiveBelow. Our very last trip was to my house so they could drop me off, and I cried (I'm about to cry typing this), I'm gonna miss them so much, I told them I'd keep them in my closet so they'd never leave. I'm gonna miss them a lot, but they reassured me that I could add them on Facebook, text when I finally got a cell phone, Skype call whenever I wanted, and that they'd try to make my graduation because I went to theirs. Plus, Al uploads videos on Youtube once a week, so I'll get to see his handsome face. I wish I was able to spend their birthday with them, but it's okay. I wish them all the best while they are in Texas, and if I could I'd visit them in Texas, and hug them until I couldn't hug them anymore.


Al, you are most definitely the sweetest and most amazing guy I've ever met.


Brookie, you are without a doubt the cutest, most nicest and real person I've had the pleasure of meeting.


I met you both in Stage Crew which will always be something I hold dear.


My hunny & my doll, I'm so grateful for your generosity over the past couple of years, you both are so great to me. I love you both~


And like you said, it's not "Goodbye"...it's a "See You Later."

THURSDAY

So today, I am going out with my two wonderful friends after school, and I could not be anymore excited. I am ditching my clubs and activities to hang out with them, which is something I wouldn't do for just anyone.

We're probably just going to BAM or the mall to just sit and talk.

I'm just glad I get to see them before they leave (I'm gonna miss them D:)

I think I'm missing rehearsal and a Social Studies Club meeting, but that's no big deal, It's just the beginning of the school year, so there's plenty more meetings and rehearsals. (It just kinda kills me a little inside that I am purposely skipping out on those two activities).

I'm good. I'm good.

Teacher In Service

So, it's Wednesday and I had no school, I did absolutely nothing and still continue to do absolutely nothing because I am a bum. 

Guess what ! 

OK, so my ex hit me up on Skype and shit and actually wanted to talk....shocker :O

I was awake way past my bedtime to be able to speak with him for like an hour.

I'm getting bored...I need some excitement. Someone tell me to do something. Anything.