My Self Harm Assignment
Age?
15
Sex?
Female
Label yourself (prep, goth, druggie, weirdo, etc)
Labels are overrated...
How long have you been cutting?
about 5 years
Favorite tool?
Scissors
Where (place) do you cut (school, home, etc.)?
my bedroom
Do you have to wear long-sleeves & long-pants all the time?
not usually, but I do to avoid talk
Do you cut on your stomach, or chest?
no
Are your legs, arms, & other body parts covered in scars?
Yes
What’s your favorite excuse to use when someone asks about a cut?
what's the point of an excuse anymore ?
Have you ever been hospitalized because of your cutting?
Not overnight
when was the last time you cut?
2 days ago
Off the top of your head, about how many scars do you have?
I don't know...a couple
Do you have (diagnosed) depression, and/or bipolar/bpd?
They believe I am depressed and have bipolar disorder
Who knows you cut?
The librarian, my guidance counselor, my two friends
Have you ever been caught cutting?
no
Have your parents ever confronted you about a bloody sleeve, or towel?
Never
Did you have a good childhood?
...I suppose
Why do you cut?
N/A
Have you ever talked to a therapist or counselor?
Unfortunately, yes
Do you want to stop cutting (but can’t because of addiction)?
Surprisingly. No I don't.
Do you like cutting?
I prefer not to answer.
How many times have you tried to commit suicide?
twice
What are your views on cutting, and other self-injury?
my opinion doesn't matter
Do you like watching movies with self-injury?
If they're actually good movies
Do you like looking at pictures of self-injury?
It disturbs me sometimes
Do you sometimes envy other people (non-self-injurers)
I envy no one....
Have you ever taken any pictures of your cuts/scars?
I have.
Do you want to die?
At this moment in time....very much
Have you ever done a school assignment on cutting, or self-injury?
No
What do you like to listen to while cutting/depression/etc.?
Lately it's been Viva La Vida by Coldplay
Have you ever needed stitches from cutting?
Negative
Do you dream about cutting?
Negative
What do you use to bandage your cuts?
Absolutely nothing
Taken 11/21/12
Friday, November 30, 2012
DOWN THE RABBIT HOLE~
Who wouldn't wanna go down the rabbit hole ? Into Wonderland where all sorts of curious and interesting creatures live ?
That's where I wanna be right now~
Just Mad/Bored/Upset/Listening to Music/Etc.
So right now I'm mad, I can't even think straight -.- I just wanna go home and lay down and just take a breather. My head hurts so damn bad and i'm tired of being at school, it has officially drained me of life energy xD
I've been contemplating whether or not if i can resist the urge to cut, and for the first time i think i can because i don't wanna upset Aubree because she says she's pissed anyway. So i'll try to do something else maybe just blog all night and annoy whoever has been checking my blog out. I don't need anymore scars across my arm, they've been hurting lately and i've been clawing at them and that's not really good.
For now i still have like half an hour before school lets out for the weekend, one of my "friends" is coming over, we're gonna continue to write our script for the One Act festival the school has in May. We're gonna hopefully make cupcakes NOM NOM NOM :3 hehe, oh and i have to watch my baby cousin she's like 4 and she's SUPER energetic and i can't keep up with that cuz of how low energy i am -.-
Listening to 'Sellout' by NevershoutNever~ i try not to listen to NeverShoutNever too much cuz then i never wanna stop and it does begin to bother me, but i love his music, i know like all his songs :D but i am sadly not his Biggest Fan.
Anyway i guess i'll end this post and i'll post another later about anime i watch and like.
Bye for now darlings~ ♥
I've been contemplating whether or not if i can resist the urge to cut, and for the first time i think i can because i don't wanna upset Aubree because she says she's pissed anyway. So i'll try to do something else maybe just blog all night and annoy whoever has been checking my blog out. I don't need anymore scars across my arm, they've been hurting lately and i've been clawing at them and that's not really good.
For now i still have like half an hour before school lets out for the weekend, one of my "friends" is coming over, we're gonna continue to write our script for the One Act festival the school has in May. We're gonna hopefully make cupcakes NOM NOM NOM :3 hehe, oh and i have to watch my baby cousin she's like 4 and she's SUPER energetic and i can't keep up with that cuz of how low energy i am -.-
Listening to 'Sellout' by NevershoutNever~ i try not to listen to NeverShoutNever too much cuz then i never wanna stop and it does begin to bother me, but i love his music, i know like all his songs :D but i am sadly not his Biggest Fan.
Anyway i guess i'll end this post and i'll post another later about anime i watch and like.
Bye for now darlings~ ♥
Bad Mood Morning
Not in the best mood this morning....I need a hug from my friends D: but I don't see them until in between the 7/8 and 9/10 period....some people just love to ruin mornings with problems :/ hopefully I'm not bummed out the entire day because of him....plus he needs to answer me -.- anyway GOOD MORNING~
Thursday, November 29, 2012
Night Night
I bid you goodnight, and hope no nightmares plague you as you slumber, I only hope the sweetest of dreams make their way to your mind this night~
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